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NINAAAAA A BLOG JUST FOR YOU...I EVEN PUT IT AT THE TOP OF MY PAGE SO YOU'D SEE IT!NIIIIINNNNAAAAA
no way am i too cool, no way would i run off with jinx and no WAY would i have monkey sex with him hahaha...maybe hippo sex bu---hahaha joking i wouldnt touch jinx with a 10 foot pole.. haha cause last i heard he was dead. funny thing is, i deleted him off my msn today lol... ANYWAY ninjabear im writing you your own special blog because i cant get onto YOURs because my computer is being anal.... and joel is nowhere near it.
SO... im barely on this space anymore because
a) im kinda addicted to myspace but i check to see if you've visited me regularly still
b) im kinda really stressed because i have a mountain of work to do and my HSC is in like 3 months
c) i can barely ever get onto your space and when i do i leave a small comment because im afraid that if i write something long it'll freeze up on me, and delete it n then i get pissed off n write nothing.
btw joel's gona be cuuuut lol.... feel spesh ninja, you have your own blog!!!!
joel look what i named you on myspace. 'likes pie, long walks in the park, and ass raping'
love u long time.
im fuckin tired and i havent started this assessment.
again...a day latemy legs HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i HIKED on the weekend...HIKED!!!!!!!!! it was heaps good but... so many funny things happened... i had a good weekend... and i cant really think of anything to rant about that i hate except the fact that my legs hurt because i hiked over 35 kilometers on the weekend...
oooh ill tell u wot else... when u camp in a 'dried up' river bed and it pisses down rain... yeah... only my tent filled up with water... it was karma for laughing at the hungarians for sleeping in a cave i guess.... the cave was warmer and drier than my tent but..... ooh i LOVE GLOWSTICKS (thanx to pippa haha) no serious dude, those expired glow sticks were sic!!! i took them camping and it was what put a smile on our faces when we were attempting to dry all our wet clothes/sleeping mats and shit by the fire at 11.30 at night. i remembered i brought them and it made it all better lol... fuckin awesome....
it was an experience anyway.... im so sore now though.
peace x. drunken picsch-ch-check it out... photos, bea and pippa get drunk 17/04/06
we were so goone :p your jeans are too tight. your jeans are too tight. i can see the moon and it is not yet night...no but seriously... my jeans are TOO tight... and i just bought them. this is it. these are the coolest jeans ever and im GOING to fit into them! Its my goal. i will HANG them on my wall and look at them ever day until i fit into them. come on! as if you WOULDNT buy LEE Denim at 50% off... 50 PERCENT OFF!!! they're only a teeny bit tight... but meh... IM FITTING INTO THEM... enter bea the health freak... ...i just ate chocolate. fuck.
serious but. im gonna do this. we went shopping today.. omg bought sooo much stuff lol. :D love u mama.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
bea
Your Chances of Getting Hit By Lightning Go Up If You Stand Under A Tree, Shake Your Fist At The Sky, And Say "Storms Suck!" - Johnny Carson. i really need to do english...ARGH!!!!! english is due tomorrow and i wish i hadn't left my folder with ALL my notes in the back of Mel's car...i have made a pact to myself to do it today but i have been asleep and on the phone until not and it is 11.55am.. shit. i really shouldnt stay on the phone so late at night but its fun :O
sorry 2 cil, i wont write about it again.
okay REALLY need to do english now.
ttfn
bea xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoox
i think i had a microsleepTO A PERSON WHO WOULD OBVIOUSLY KNOW WHO SHE IS ONCE SHE READS THIS ; YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS IN MY RELATIONSHIP WITH WADE.NOR DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP. YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME, OR MY SITUATION AT THE MOMENT. SO WHY DONT U BAC THA FUC OFF AND QUIT SAYIN SHIT ABOUT STUFF U DONT HAVE HALF A CLUE ABOUT AND MAKING SHIT UP ABOUT ME. MY LIFE IS NONE OF YOUR BEEZWAX THANKU. 4/3/06
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im sooooooooooo tired...last night was good...hahaha u shoulda heard the phonecall i got from mum this morning
"where are u"
"vincentia"
"ur out early"
"i stayed here, went to a party last night"
"you're not allowed to go to parties"
"yeah i am"
"did wade go with you"
"no he was in batemans bay"
"who were you with, where did u stay"
"priscilla, marie, jake, helen, jess, daniel, mel...i stayed at clintons place"
"who's clinton??"
"i tell u this every time, its priscilla's boyfriend"
"oh.. did u hook up with that hot boy?"
"what?.. no"
"why not?"
if u didnt realise, the bold is my mum... she's a dick.dont know what the hell she was going on about hooking up lol..
anyway last night was pretty good. sucks bein deso driver but hey... i freaked out because the passenger side window wouldnt go up, the button wasnt working, and then it worked, and then i backed into the wire fence and got it stuck on my towbar and funnily enough the biggest asshole in the whole grade HELPED me, i think he was high. no damage to the car but i didnt see the fence...i dragged it a bit i think... MEH! funny how alcohol and drunkeness brings people together..hahaha the shower was gold!!!! serves the bastard right to brag about audrey...i found an outdoor shower thing, and my arch enemies and i lured this prick under it and turned it on.. it was gold!!! pure gold! and steph spewed her guts up...just before she got into my car...lucky it wasnt any later. yeah so i got to vincentia at about 1.45am and fell asleep on clintons lounge still wearing the pink fishnets, red bra, 3 wedgies and the devil horns.. i just changed the top..woke up in the morning and the horns were still on. i got about 4 hrs sleep in total..omg i looked like such a hoe! my "costume "was great!
ill have to add photos when i get them from cilla... they were so cool... i dont know where my massive blow up dice aka my bling went though... last time i saw it was at about 11 when ppl were playing footy with it. i think it must have popped...
my arm smells like mudshake...
EVERYBODY SEND ME THEIR PHOTOS FROM MAREES PARTY!!!
must sleep now..
bea xx
4.37pm - i just woked up.... man i feel weird.
does anyone know where my bling got to?
4.40pm - OMGOMGOMGOMG i forgot... hahaha there was this other guy sleeping at clintons last night...and he slept in later than us and cil n clint made me go into his room and lay next to him so that they could come in a go "WOAH WHAT HAPPENED HERE LAST NIGHT" just to make him think he got some.. haha, so i did, and then clinton came in to scream at him and it was then that we noticed the guy was holding his dick...like, wanking in his sleep... i fell off the bed pissing myself laughing/screaming etc sooooo funny!
omg... mel smoked... i didnt see her smoke some of freyas... she had some when we were talking to jenny and someone else... MEL!!!!! yeh the cop guy.... he followed me around because i stole his tie... but i have it back... but then he tried to lick my arm..well he smelled it... but in a very licky like way...that carnie/clown stole my bling.. hahaha and sam got dacked and everyone saw his thingy... ahhyahahaha The Hallmark HolidayAh, valentines day. The one day of the year where all the couples at school are canoodaling 1000x more than usual, and its not as if they dont make you sick normally. Thats why i like having a boyfriend out of school, cause then u can spend time with your friends. Except this valentines day my boyfriend had the shits with me. Im not going to go into detail, i dont want everyone to know why, i dont really want to share it anymore than i have. To put it plainly, i lied to him. Nothing BIG but yeah... and im sorry. But im pretty sure we're alright now, cept he didnt get me a present or anything, and i spent my last few bucks on a card for him. I havent seen him yet but he said he hasnt gotten me anything.
what can you do..
valentines is a pointless Hallmark holiday. you should love your partner every day of the year, and not just in mid february. then again, there might be alot less couples if there wasnt a valetines day, only because its an opportunity for the single and looking who are crushing on someone to make some kind of move. then its also a day where peoplebreak up because the boy has stupidly forgotten the day and didnt get the girl a present...
oh no, wade didnt forget... he just didnt, period.
Love to much on this Boxing Day of Valentines.....
Bea xx coconut tastes weirdart makes me so angry. mrs schieb makes me angry. i DONT want to take photos of peoples arses or whatever else they hate about their body. im looking at PERFECTION for my body of work NOT IMPERFECTIONS, or HATES,...body image, yes, but i DONT WANT TO TAKE PHOTOS OF BUMS AND BOOBS AND FAT BARBIES...SHE WANTS ME TO TAKE PHOTOS OF FAT PEOPLE.....I DONT WANT MY BODY OF WORK WITH ROLLS AND STUFF THAT MAKES ME WANNA SPEW! im just so angry now because i have my idea, and i know my idea, and she wont take my idea into account, because it sounds shit because i dont know how to explain it. Im going to write it out, im going to DRAW DIAGRAMS, ill TELL her what my photos are about. grr 'you cant just take pictures of a pretty face' then why are you letting tyler do a self portrait? im not saying he's pretty either... i wont repeat the donkey comment hahaha.. but shit. she's gona let some person take a photo of himself and submit that as his BOW, but i spend ages taking black and white portraits of people, the looks on their faces HAVE MEANING, and she's all 'you cant just take photos of pretty people' i dont think she even took notice of the photography. argh im so angry.
started my new tafe course on monday... in WEST NOWRA... it was ok. the teacher has never taught before so he's kinda bludgy...so he's gold in my books lol.
anyhu im going
till later
bea...
oh and what the hell is the go with the year 11's skirts? they're soo short, tey looks like a bunch of skanks...wait, thats cause they are! but seriously, they think they're so hot this year.. they're still the same yr 10's that i didnt like last year.
bye
oh and whoever that sick fuck is that's leaving anonymous comments again... no, actually, the black and white portraits of other people that i mentioned, are just that, OF OTHER PEOPLE... so u can take ur comment and shove it up your arse. and my superficial bubble world or whatever u call it, is not all 'im hot my boyfriends hot my friends are hot' ACTUALLY so u can also stick that up ur arse too, im sure you'll enjoy it. hahaha 'everyone likes me' obviously u dont know me at all because i KNOW not 'everyone likes me'. there are probably more people that hate me than like me but do you see me caring. i know who i'v got and thats what matters. sorry to burst your bubble of gutlessness... leave ur fucking name u dumb gutless attention whore. Tour Dates okay my partay people... found out at work today...OPETH have announced their Australian Tour, Hitting our shores in April.
Thurs April 20 - PERTH - Capitol Theatre
Fri April 21 - ADELAIDE - Thebarton Theatre
Sun April 23 - MELBOURNE - The Forum
Mon April 24 - MELBOURNE - The Forum
Tues April 25 - SYDNEY - Big Top Luna Park
Thurs April 27 - BRISBANE - The Arena
HATEBREED - Australian East Coast Tour
Touring with KORN, DISTURBED and 10 YEARS
Mon April 24 - BRISBANE ENTERTAINMENT CENTRE
Thurs April 27 - SYDNEY SUPERDOME
Sat April 29 - MELBOURNE VODAFONE ARENA
tix @ www.ticketek.com.au or Ph - 132849
NEW BAND JUST SIGNED WITH ROADRUNNER RECORDS
SANCTITY - a straight-up, guitar-based, melodic heavy metal band. watch the self financed, band's fans favourite track 'Zeppo' here --> www.roadrunnerrecords.com/artists/Sanctity
BLEEDING THROUGH Kill To believe video (not for feint hearted) www.roadrunnerrecords.com.au/shared/downloads/BleedingThrough/kittlo_med.mov
The Official site - www.bleedingthrough.com
DEVILDRIVER posted new video 'End Of Line' at www.devildriver.com/video.htm
STONESOUR are ready to step foot back into the studio to record their second album.
THE WHITEROOM tour (in order of occurrence)
Wed 1st Feb 9.00pm - The Excelsior Hotel SYDNEY
Thurs 2nd Feb 8.00pm - Ding Dong Lounge MELBOURNE
Fri 3rd Feb 9.00pm - Barwon Club GEELONG
Wed 8th Feb 8.00pm - The Excelsior Hotel SYDNEY
Thurs 9th Feb 8.00pm - Ding Dong Lounge MELBOURNE
Wed 15th Feb 8.00pm - The Excelsior Hotel SYDNEY
Thurs 16th Feb 8.00pm- Ding Dong Lounge MELBOURNE
Wed 22nd Feb 8.00pm - The Excelsior Hotel SYDNEY
Thurs 23rd Feb 8.00pm - Ding Dong Lounge MELBOURNE
ILL NINO tour dates
Tuesday Feb 28th
PERTH, The Lookout 18+
www.bocsticketing.com.au 0894841133
Thursday March 2nd
MELBOURNE, The Palace 18+
www.ticketek.com.au Ph132 849
www.palace.com.au & Missing Link
Friday March 3rd
SYDNEY, Roundhouse UNSW - Lic All Ages
www.ticketek.com.au Ph 132 849 & Utopia Records
Sunday March 5th
BRISBANE, The Arena 18+
www.ticketek.com.au Ph 132 849, Rockinghorse Records and Skinnys Music
apparently STATIC X are playing with ILL NINO..tnx joel
So there it is people.
Much Luv..
Bea xx
Please note ; this is basically copied from the roadrunner newsletter email i found at work ..its new though...
JOEL I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS AND TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS hahaha...
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:)"go plait your shit moggy."
charming , mum.
JOEL!!! IM COOKING EGG PIE AGAIN! ENABLE YOUR COMMENTS YOU TWAT! Confessions of a Retail Assistant.the general public are disgusting
but now that i think about it, every single one of us is part of 'the general public'...(im so tempted to type the general pubic and leave it...LOL).. but honestly, they really are disgusting.
i was made to sweep the floor at work today, and therewas a slush puppies cup and straw sitting there on the floor... what? do these stupid people think "oh i'll just leave it there for some stupid Junior staff member to clean it up" well that junior staff member was me, and though i like to see the stupid, young ones as the junior staff, who i usually make sweep, I had to do it. but its not just that... people leave reciepts, coffee cups from michelles and icecream napkins in the racks... (those i DONT touch).
and as if that wasnt enough, some stupid lady rang up and had a whinge about me today, and i wasnt even rude to her. just because she took something i said the wrong way....no other customer i have ever served in That damn shop in my whole two years of employment has ever taken the things i say or the little comments the wrong way, or th wrong way enough to storm out, come back, prove me wrong, wait 4 hours and ring Ms 2IC to whinge. ARGH people make me so angry. thank god i have tomorrow off.
the reason i have tomorrow off you ask? well Ms 2IC decided that i am no longer the golden child an she doesnt want to grab my arse anymore and that she doesnt like "the way i have been working with her" (its true, i did on occasion want to throttle her) and decided to cut my hours back for the week... i was thinkin WOO YEAH i dont have to work friday!!! ROAD TRIP WITH THE GIRLS!!! but she was frickin tryin to rub my nose in it all day... "ur attitude's alot better today" "its okay you have tomorrow off" "enjoy your two days off" and no doubt about it my boss is going to find outabout it and i'll be in even more shit when she gets back... not my fault she's on PowerTrip Pills. i just cant wait til my boss gets back so then i can have my life back. 2 straight weeks on 9-5.30, one whole wednesday of 'bianca gets the smelly customers' and constant "biaaaancaaaa's" from the back room is just too much for me.
i have also come to the conclusion that fat people STINK! and there is a whole colony of people in this town who hve rotting teeth in their face.. yes in their face. and the shopping centre has a massive cockroach problem. im dead serious... although they're in out backroom, which is located next to the bag shop backroom....dunno if theres a connection... maybe i shouldnt have written that, but really the bags there stink. nothing against the people... really... shutup bea.
 *note - names have been edited so that you can't sue me :)
like you would anyway. :p nernies
i realise that i do swear too much. 'frickin' is not a swear word. if you find anymore 'swear words' in this blog let me know and ill fix them. This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved mei got my p's i got my p's i got my p's i got my p's i got my p's!!!! driving is so much fun lol, but paying for petrol isnt.. ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me
 adopt a blob....they're completely useless!! i was going to get a canadian one, but he wasnt as hot as normal canadians....fatally gorgeous9/1/06
argh...heres to two weeks of full time work............
damn transfers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cody's birthday tomorrow got him a system of a down t shirt and if he reads this before his birthday i WILL kill you before you reach 13 cody! someone said i was funny... why dont other ppl say im funny...come on u know u want to LOL.
7/1/06
those who missed my birthday, i hate you.
oh,
and tanya davis, no, YOU'RE the slut!!
OMG DO U REMEMBER THESE ICE BLOCKS??? laaaMY STAR SIGN!!
CAPRICORN Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants.Great sexual life.And falls for people Fast note to self.. never..walk..to..work..ever..again..especially..two..days..in..a..row!! owwies!
#2. never..work..twelve..hours..ever..again..even..if..boss..asks..me..to..stay..back!! okay i dont hate them as such, they just annoy meEMOS ARE LOSERS.. I DONT LIKE EMOS
hahaha listening to this song makes me think of so many losers i know. its SO funny. download it! Adam and Andrew - Emo Kid. Emo's are so lame. btw i didnt type these lyrics and im way too lazy to go change all the more than likely stupid emo kid's typo's.
bea xo
 dear diary
mood::apathetic my life is spiraling downward i couldnt get enough money to go to the bloodred romance and sufficate me dry concert it sucks becasue they play some of my favorite songs like stab my heart because i love you and rip apart my soal and of course stabby rip stab stab and it doesnt help that i couldnt get my hair into that flippy thing either like that guy from that band can do somedays yanno im an emo kid none conforming as can be you'd be none conforming to if you were just like me i have paint on my nails and makeup on my face im almost emo enough to start shaving my legs cause i feel real deep when im dressing in drag i call it freedom of expression most just call me a fag cause our dudes look like chicks and out chicks look like dykes cause emo is one step below transvestite stop my breathing and slit my throat i must be emo i dont jump around when i go to shows i must be emo im dark insensitive with low self esteem the way i dress makes everyday feel like halloween i have no real problems but i like to make believe i stole my sisters mascara now im grounded for a week sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies i cant get through a hawthorne hieghts album without sobbing girls keep breaking up with me its never any fun they say they already have a pussy they dont need another one stop my breathing and slit my throat i must be emo i dotn jump around when i go to shows i must me emo dying my hair and polish on my toes i must be emo i play guitar and write suicide notes i must be emo my life is such a black abyss yanno its so dark and it sufficating me grabbing ahold of me and its tightening its grip tighter than a pair of me little sisters jeans which look great on me by the way when i get depressed i cut my wrists in every direction hearing songs about getting dumbed bives me an erection i write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses i told my freinds i bleed black and cry durring classes im just a bad cheap immitation of goth you can give me cachter in the rye and watch me jack off i wear skin tight clothes while hating my life if i said i liked girls id only be half right i look like im dead and dress like a homo i must be emo screw xbox iplay old school nintendo i must be emo i like to whine and hate my parentals i must be emo me and my friends all look like clones i must be e-mo my parents dont get me yanno they think im gay because they saw me kiss a guy well a couple guys but i mean its the two thousands cant two or four dudes make out without being gay i mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways i dont know diary sometimes i think your the only one who gets me your my best friend i feel like tacos princess kitty  this kitty is sad :( it makes me sad :( haha walking guythat walking dude was giving me the shits... this shall be more or a laugh i think 10 firsts: first music: my winnie the pooh soundtrack. that was GOLD. i listened to it every night when i went to bed until i was bout 10 first love: Wade first stuffed animal: PINKY!!! my pink teddybear 9 lasts: last car ride: this arvo, my cousin picked me up from work in his Xr6 last phone call: wade just rang me, im stil on the phone 2. the entrance 4. gunghalin 7. scumbarumba 4. mo 2. sky dive 3. get married 4. honeymoon in hawaii 2. sleep damn assessmentsjust handed in art. listened to the english shittaz today, need to start writing that.... then i gotta do modern, and in the meantime work, attend family xmases, weddings, parties, babysit and hopefully get to sydney to see Lee. i hope i go well in art, i dont feel like i'v done enough this time.
meh
love and other indoor sports
moi soo busy!!!!okay so tonight i have this farewell dinner thing for Alisha (because she's LEAVING ME!!!), tomorrow i have to work, tomorrow night i have to babysit, and sunday i'm going on one of those shopping trips in sydney where they go to all the factories and markets... ON A BUS at 7.30AM.. plus i have a mountain of homework to do before monday.then NEXT weekend, iim going to a party at a friends place, spending saturday recovering, saturday night at a dinner for mums bday, and working on sunday... Weekend after, i have wade's family's family christmas in sydney somewhere and then i work sunday, and the weekend of the 10th of december i gotta go to a wedding. And for some reason i think i just ate film processing chemicals. R.I.P KittyKitty was my boyfriend's family's cat. He was hit by a car last night and he didnt make it. They found him on the side of the road this morning. He was a big guy, orange and white, but so so cute and playful.. i know this looks/sounds weird, im doing a memorial tribute for a cat... named Kitty, but he was such a character, and he will be dearly missed. *sniff* miss you Kit..
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